Its cute to find her struggling with mails, inadvertently turning the caps on and still trying to understand the nuances of chatting.

Cant explain …

Dunno if I am more amused or happy

If you have heard this song you would know what it is. I have always fantasized of someone singing this song to me while waking me up. But since that seems like a distant reality, I have my cell sing this to me to wake me up.

This is my alarm ring now, and somehow it manages to bring a smile on my face every morning when I wake up to this beautiful piece.

Jo chahe le lo dashrath ka vaada
naino se kholo ji raina
o ri rani gudiya jag ja
ari jag ja, moyi jag ja….

Anyways…the point being, whenever I am down and out, I do well. How ironic! I perform best under pressure, I do double the work when I am angry and I am open to new things when I shut myself. And ever since I got this new PC there have been great learnings instore for me every week. Things that I so wanted to do but was scared and even skeptical at times to take it up.

So for another technical update, I have started using torrents !
Torrents are, must say, brilliant stuff. Seen seven movies in ten days. One in hall, 6 on computer after downloading them through torrents. And another one is on its way of downloading.

The movies I saw :
Before sunrise
Before sunset
Requim for a dream
The departed
Little Miss Sunshine
Love actually
Heyy babyy (Hall)

“Memento” is the one which is downloading right now.

I have also started helping people on Yahoo answers. And I already have 24 of my answers being chosen as Best answers in less than a weeks time !

Updates on personal front: Amazed at the strict financial control I am able to exercise on myself, making truce with myself, trying to forgive n seek forgiveness, cant believe I am gymming regularly and still in search for ways to keep my boredom at bay.

Like I once told this friend of mine while describing myself

I am one hyperactive kid

Now I

And most importantly

Thats one thing I so wanted to do on my comp. Watch a video on Youtube without any interruption / delay. And thats the first thing I did when I started the Internet on my new machine.

But now despite the fact that I have all of it, all that I so admired on others machines, I still am not happy. Cos I so wanna shout scream n share, which I cant.

In the past 24 hours I have managed to

Phew ! Thats really too much for me.

Revelations to me:

My connection isnt too bad.. I am actually getting the speed I was promised. I know its still not the best, but now I am atleast content that I am getting what I was told. (downloaded 700 mb in 7 hours )

Ubuntu has a cute colourful logo

Areas left for further discovery:

Must say, there are very few, or rather rare, of the male species on this earth who are encouraging enough and then daring enough to see you sail through your technical endeavours, given your technical handicap which comes as a complimentary gift on being a woman.

Its one thing to offer help… and another to see you get through it all. The minute difference between “just for the heck of it” and the “real” help. As they say… bolne mein aur karne mein bahut farak hota hai.

Thanks Sushubh for all the help !!

Here you will find some stupid comments on life in general, my choice of music, field of Education and ofcourse some crappy poetry. Enjoy !!