Kyon khoye khoye chand ki firaak mein udaas hai dil

Aaj shab jo chand ne hai roothne ki thaan li
gardishon mein hai sitaare baat humne maan li
andheri syah zindagi ko soojhti nahi gali
ki aaj haath thaam lo ek haath ki kami khali
kyon khoye khoye chand ki firaak mein
talaash mein udaas hai dil
kyon apne aap se khafa khafa
zara zara sa naraaz hai yeh dil
yeh manzile bhi khud hi tey kare
yeh faasle bhi khud hi tey kare
kyon to raaston mein phir seham seham
sambhal sambhal ke chalta hai yeh dil
kyon khoye khoye chand ki firaak mein
talaash mein udaas hai dil

zindagi sawaalon ke jawaab dhundne chali
jawaab mein sawaalon ki ek lambi si ladi mili
sawaal hi sawaal hai soojhti nahi gali
ki aaj haath thaam lo ek haath ki kami khali
jee mein aata hai murda sitaare noch lun
idhar bhi noch lun udhar bhi noch lun
ek do ka zikar kya main taare noch lun
sitaare noch lun main saare noch lun
kyon tu aaj itna vehashi hai
mizaaj mein majaaz hai aye gham-e-dil
kyon apne aap se khafa khafa
zara zara sa naraaz hai yeh dil
yeh manzile bhi khud hi tey kare
yeh faasle bhi khud hi tey kare
kyon to raaston mein phir seham seham
sambhal sambhal ke chalta hai yeh dil
kyon khoye khoye chand ki firaak mein
talaash mein udaas hai dil

dil ko samjhaana keh do kya asaan hai
dil to fitrat se sun lo na be-imaan hai
yeh khush nahi hai jo mila bas mangta hi hai chala
jaanta hai har lagi ka dard hi hai bas ek sila
jab kabhi yeh dil laga dard hi hume mila
dil ki har lagi ka sunlo dard hi hai ek sila
kyon naye naye se dard ki firaak mein
talaash mein udaas hai dil
kyon apne aap se khafa khafa
zara zara sa naraaz hai yeh dil
yeh manzile bhi khud hi tey kare
yeh faasle bhi khud hi tey kare
kyon to raaston mein phir seham seham
sambhal sambhal ke chalta hai yeh dil
kyon khoye khoye chand ki firaak mein
talaash mein udaas hai dil

Yeh Mera Deewanapan Hai Final Fantasy X

I know its been a long time since I posted last. Not that I didnt find anything to write about, infact there is a lot that I havent written about here lately. So many new things, but I guess I ‘ll keep that for later.

But this is something that caught my fancy and couldnt help but share it with you here. Check it out and imagine me swooning on this number :)

Yeh Mera Deewanapan Hai Final Fantasy X

Originally this song is from the movie Yahudi, but this improvised version was a part of The Namesake and here its been used for a video on the game Final fantasy X.

Dil se tujhko be dili hai
mujhjko hai dil ka guroor
tu yeh maane ke na maane
log maanenge zaroor
yeh mera deewanapan hai
ya mohabbat ka suroor
tu na pehchane to hai yeh
teri nazron ka kasoor

dil ko teri hi tammana
dil ko hai tujhse hi pyar
chahe tu aaye na aaye
hum karenge intezaar
yeh mera deewanapan hai
ya mohabbat ka suroor
tu na pehchane to haiye
teri nazron k kasoor

aise viraane mein ek din
ghut ke marr jayenge hum
jitna jee chahe pukaaro
phir nahi aayenge hum
yeh mera deewanapan hai
yah mohabbat ka suroor
tu na pehchane to hai yeh
teri nazron ka kasoor

Jag ja ri gudiya from Omkara

Imagine having this song as a wake up call…

If you have heard this song you would know what it is. I have always fantasized of someone singing this song to me while waking me up. But since that seems like a distant reality, I have my cell sing this to me to wake me up.

This is my alarm ring now, and somehow it manages to bring a smile on my face every morning when I wake up to this beautiful piece.

Jo chahe le lo dashrath ka vaada
naino se kholo ji raina
o ri rani gudiya jag ja
ari jag ja, moyi jag ja….

Laaga chunari mein daag…

Manwa mein meri aandhi hai uthi
par stabhdh khadi hun main
sanson mein baandh apni hi saans
nishabd khadi hoon main
duniya se jeet jeeti khud se haar
bas dhwast khadi hun main
aaina main aur aks main
madhmast khadi hun main

Laaga chunari mein daag chupaoon kaise
laaga chunari mein daag
chunari mein daag chupaoon kaise
ghar ja-oon kaise
laaga chunari mein daag

Cham cham cham cham cham jhan jhawaat
antar mein goonje diwas raat
ek shoonya shoonya tapti vishal
maaya ka madhyam mantra jaal
mann ki dasha se ladti main phirti
vishwast khadi hoon main
meri laaj main hoon,
chunar bhi main hoon,
chunar pe daag bhi main

ho gayi maili mori chunariya
kore badan si kori chunariya
jaake babul se nazre mila-oon kaise
ghar ja-oon kaise
laaga chunari mein daag
chupaoon kaise
laaga chunari mein daag chupaoon kaise

main dhwast dhwast main nasht bhasm
main saral virral main ati vishisht
hain shyam shwet badal mere
nirjhar si jhari hoon main
andhiyari raat deepak ki baati
swapnil si khadi hoon main
kanchan ki kaya apna hi saaya
bas unse darri hoon main
lakdi main geeli thodi seeli seeli
thak thak ke jali hoon main
main maaya maaya
main chhaaya chhaya
aatma aur kaaya main
nistabdh khadi hoon main
nishabd khadi hoon main
vishwast khadi hoon main
sarvadra khadi hoon main

Teri yaadein: A love story

Teri yaadein, mulakaatein,
woh raatein aur baatein
teri sansein, woh baahein
ab mujhko yaad aaye
tere bina mera jiya sataaye kyon piya
yaadon ne teri mujhpe yeh jaado kiya re

teri sansein, woh baahein
ab mujhko yaad aaye
woh adaon ki ghatayein
mere dil ko choo jaye
pyare yeh duniya saari mene
hai tujhpe waari
dil ne, mere dil ne
tujhse yaari ki, baazi haari

tere khayaalo mein bas tum
meri nigaahon mein bas tum
wapas aa jao
mere paas tum sada
wapas aa jao

soona mera jahan
bhoola main hoon kaha jaata
hai jaan-e-jaan tera rahoon piya
wapas aa jao
mere paas tum sada
wapas aa jao

piya tera jiya
tu hai kahan
tera karoon intezaar
tu mere dil ka karaar
itna hai aitbaar
manoonga na main bhi haar

Yet another step…

I was so upset the last time I wrote a proper post that I had actually taken a sort of vow to not write for a while as I felt so disgusted by the whole issue.

Anyways…the point being, whenever I am down and out, I do well. How ironic! I perform best under pressure, I do double the work when I am angry and I am open to new things when I shut myself. And ever since I got this new PC there have been great learnings instore for me every week. Things that I so wanted to do but was scared and even skeptical at times to take it up.

So for another technical update, I have started using torrents !
Torrents are, must say, brilliant stuff. Seen seven movies in ten days. One in hall, 6 on computer after downloading them through torrents. And another one is on its way of downloading.

The movies I saw :
Before sunrise
Before sunset
Requim for a dream
The departed
Little Miss Sunshine
Love actually
Heyy babyy (Hall)

“Memento” is the one which is downloading right now.

I have also started helping people on Yahoo answers. And I already have 24 of my answers being chosen as Best answers in less than a weeks time !

Updates on personal front: Amazed at the strict financial control I am able to exercise on myself, making truce with myself, trying to forgive n seek forgiveness, cant believe I am gymming regularly and still in search for ways to keep my boredom at bay.

Like I once told this friend of mine while describing myself

I am one hyperactive kid :)

My technical advancements

Ok, this post is an update to the one I wrote a few days back.

Now I

  • Work on a P4 Windows XP(dont you dare ask me what was I using earlier)
  • Have downloaded Picasa to upload my humungous picture files (finally may I add!!)
  • Learnt to use Gaim software for IM (Isnt as great as I thought it would be)
  • Enjoy an internet connection with a speed of 3mb/sec (no I didnt switch connection/ plan)
  • And most importantly

  • Enjoy Youtube videos without any delay/ crack in voice or distortion of video due to slow processor speed
  • Thats one thing I so wanted to do on my comp. Watch a video on Youtube without any interruption / delay. And thats the first thing I did when I started the Internet on my new machine.

    But now despite the fact that I have all of it, all that I so admired on others machines, I still am not happy. Cos I so wanna shout scream n share, which I cant.

    This is what I call romance!!

    No lip singing, just a background score, when Dev Anand is about to die and meets Waheeda Rehman when he fasts for 12 continuous days in the movie Guide. Mohd. Rafi at his best.

    Tere mere sapne ab ek rang hai
    ho jahan bhi le jaaye raahien hum sang hai

    lakh mana le duniya saath na yeh chootega
    aake mere haathon mein haath na yeh chootega
    o mere jeevan saathi

    tere mere sapne ab ek rang hai
    ho jahan bhi le jaaye raahien hum sang hai