Something that I wrote long back. Thought I should get rid of the baggage.
Sometimes it feels like there is a big void
that I need one more thing to complete my life
I thought that it was you
but then it dawned upon me
that your too good to be that thing
I deserve and will end up with
someone thats a piece of trash
something that is as low of a class as me
as bad as you say I am
as evil that you feel I am
I will meet a dog one day
for the bitch you said I am
Destiny has its own sweet strange way
Just when you think you’ve had enough
A little more is put on your plate
Puts you through test, your courage, your strength
Closes all doors, turns away to silently watch
What you do, how willing you are
To go to great lengths
Past few days
had trouble trying to figure out
How I felt and what I wanted
Managed to leave you alone
I missed you
And trust me it takes great self control
When my heart tells me
To run and hug you and tell you “we can make it work”
While my head says, just leave him alone
Let him be
Without you
Life wont stop
But it wont have that charm for me either
Without you
I wont die
But I wont be alive either
Without you
I wont quit bad habits
But I wont relish them either
Her smile dried long back
And Innocence left way behind
Emotions were all forged when
Life lost its essence in its foray
Silence started screaming for a life
No words no acts no people
Could give solace to her soul
Loneliness had built a castle of its own
She steered through the darkness
In search for an armistice
Ran from the world incessantly
Far from the maddening crowd
Needed to break free from the monotony of life
Away from the echoes of its agony and bliss
Life was just getting uneasy and here I went
On a lookout for explication of an unknown ecstasy
You entered my life
I wasn’t sure if you would find a place for yourself
But you did
Never noticed how and when did it all happen
And one night changed it all
When the clouds of darkness embraced the world
Our lives were taking a different route
Words screaming to come out
But didn’t find a medium
And then love triumphed
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I look out of the window to see the world
I see life
In the eyes of the new born
Life has just begun
The first step, the first word
For the mother means the world
Life is beautiful
Commemorate its arrival
For when it will depart
There will be vacuity around Continue reading
Saying that you love me only answers
one of the many questions I have asked u so many times
I know it takes a lot for you to say
that you love me anyway
I don’t want to say you are wrong
Nor I want to point to your flaws
Its so difficult for me to talk to you
Tell you whats wrong
When you take everything I say as a shot at you
And feel that I m trying to put you down
I love you
why would I ever do that?
Some questions are to be left…just like that? Continue reading
You enter my heart as a colourful spring
And blossom my Life with the joys you bring
In the desert of life you came as a blessed stream
And gave new meaning to my ideas and dreams
Without you, they were dull and devoid of colour
But you decorated them with your love and grace
You taught my heart and soul to speak
Without you they were lifeless
As my passions and emotions had no speech