I actually had to try hard to spell ‘hire’ while writing something. The options that came in my mind… hiar, hayer, hayre…
Arggghhhh it was so damn irritating !
A chaotic mind
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Monthly Archives: August 2007
An honest confession of a man
men are like that, that includes me
we want to break up
but we dont want to dump a chick
so we manipulate them
make them think its their idea
where it is actually ours
con them and it works
sad but true
no kidding…really
Thats a friend of mine, well known for voicing his honest opinions.
Gravity… A perfect circle
Lost again, broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand, dizzy and clearly
Unable to just let this go
I am surrendering to gravity and the unknown
Catch me, heal me,
Lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live…
I fell again, like a baby
Unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand, dizzy and clearly
Unable to just let this go
Most technologically experimental 24 hours
I am a keen learner, but I am very lazy when it comes to doing technical stuff. I have relied a lot on friends to do it for me so far…. And when pushed against the wall, I really took it upon myself to do it on my own and walk the untreaded paths .
In the past 24 hours I have managed to
Phew ! Thats really too much for me.
I think…
I guess people are able to hurt me and disturb me only cos I let them have this privilege.
I am so angry at myself today…
Roya re… dil roya re
Tanhai sangdil tanhai
sang lai yaad teri sang lai
baar baar ho bahaar phir se yaad aai
sooni sooni raah dil ki jisne ji sajai
tanha dil roya re, dil roya re
roya re, dil roya re
har taraf bikhre hain teri yaadon ke hi nishaan
meri har ek cheez mein hai teri hi parchaiyaan
tu hi hota hai, tu hi rehta hai, mujh mein har dam sada
pass bhi tu hai, door bhi tu hi, hai yeh kaisi khala
yaad ban ke ashq teri aankhon mein samaayi
yaad ban ke ek hassi hothon pe bhi aayi
tanha dil roya re, dil roya re
roya re, dil roya re
Chaand suraj bhi wahi hain, hai wahi aasmaan
zindagi bhi chal rahi hai, chal raha hai jahaan
main hi thehra hun, khud mein simta hun, dil hai gum se bhara
bin tere kaise jiyun mein, kuch to de mashwara
zindagaani aisi reh guzar pe mujhko laayi
saaye se bhi ab tere ho gayi judai
tanha dil roya re, dil roya re
roya re, dil roya re
Maula mere le le meri jaan…
An awesome song from the movie Chak de India. Now even though I havent seen it, I heard this song thanks to Vipin. A beautiful number by Krishna and Salim merchant.
Teeja tera rang tha main to
jiya tere dhang se main to
tu hi tha maula, tu hi aan
maula mere le le meri jaan
maula mere le le meri jaan
Tere sang kheli holi, teri sang thi diwali
teri angano ki chaya, tere sang sawan aaya
pher le tu chahe nazre chahe chura le
laut ke tu aayega re shart laga le
teeja tera rang tha main to
jiya tere dhang se main to
tu hi tha maula, tu hi aan
maula mere le le meri jaan
maula mere le le meri jaan
Mitti meri bhi bhurri, wahi mere ghee aur choori
wahi ranjhe mere wohi heer, wohi sewaiya wahi kheer
tujhse hi roothna re mujhe hi manana
tera mera naata koi toota na jaana
teeja tera rang tha main to
jiya tere dhang se main to
tu hi tha maula, tu hi aan
maula mere le le meri jaan
maula mere le le meri jaan
Beetey lamhe…
Ussi makaam pe phir dekh humein tanha
bahut mayoos huye phool bechnewaale
All I ever wanted…
Tu hi bata zindagi jo bhi hua kyon hua
khoyi hai kyon har khushi
kiski lagi baddua
kisse kisse jawaab dun
bujha hua yeh dil hai kyon
kya main kahu bikhra kyon sapna mera
bheegey se yeh din hai kaali raatein
ansuon ki ho jaise barsaatein
puche mujhse jo yeh dil ki baatein
kya main kahu dard kyon dil ko mila
tu hi bata zindagi jo bhi hua kyon hua
soona sa hai ab yeh mera mann
doobi huyi si hai ab dhadkan
jaaun kahan aaye yahi uljhan
kya main kahu khoya kyon rasta mera
tu hi bata zindagi jo bhi hua kyon hua
All that I ever dreamt and wished for was a loving family, caring partner, a small house and a peaceful life, where everyone is happy. Never realised it was too much to ask for or expect in this life. The song “tere bina” from guru is playing on repeat mode since I started writing this post. And if you can do one thing that I ask you to do today, then listen to this song once without any distraction, without any work at hand.
Just sit back, close your eyes and listen to that song and try and remember the day when you met/ saw someone special. Try to recall that eye contact, that innocence, the odd silence, the little hesitation, the racing heartbeat, the shyness, the surprise element, the couldnt believe reality…. try and recall it all.
If this song fails to shake you today…. probably it never will convey what it actually is capable of!!
I will let go
This was one song that I heard while watching the movie “Jawbreaker” about a month or so back. Though its titled “flow” I think it would have been better as ” I will let go…”
i’m always swimming against the flow of the tide,
kissing the life into something that’s already died.
i’ve been driving forever, i’ll let go.
i dive into the river, and flow.
you said that you could hear bells in the traffic below,
i could hear sirens and car engines fighting the snow.