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Disclaimer: Rantings of an empty thoughtful mind.

With so many people from real life reading my blog, it becomes almost impossible for me to post without any kind of censorship on my thoughts for the fear of being misunderstood or revealing way too much. But it all seems to be piling up. And I fear for the day when I will just let it all go, without any fear.

Today was a heavy day. Not just in terms of work but also in terms of discussions at home. Personally, I like the days when I am busy with work, which doesnt involve much multi-tasking and I just manage to squeeze in my lunch and cuppa-coffee and ofcourse 2-3 minute short calls. Its good. Feels good.

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Just…

Just thought of you today, when I know I shouldnt have

Just thought I would let you go, when I know I should have long back

Just thought I will smile once for you when I know that all you have left me are tears

Just thought I will pray for u once when, for all I know, I may be praying for nothing

Just thought I will hope once more that you will come back to me when I know it is futile to do so

Just thought I will keep loving you evermore

Just…

- Written by a dear friend Gunjan

Kar bhala na ho bhala

Many a times people and situations do not turn the way you expect them to.

No matter how you have been, what you have done, No matter what you have sacrificed, No matter what bullshit you have forgotten, Life remains unfair.

We dont get returns of what we sow as often as we are told we would. Not everything that goes around … comes around. Your doing good and wishing well for others, neednt necessarily be returned with the same feeling and gesture.

Moral of the story: Dont expect others to be as good as you have been to them. Expectation just messes it all up !!