Go on… tell me
It has been kind of weird lately. People around me are able to pre-empt my reactions. Its been more often than not that when I am trying to juggle words to form the most politically correct statements, I am confronted with the casual “Go on… tell me” line. And I can do nothing but smile after a pause with my mouth wide open.
It first started with my boss, who out of all the people started the trend. I blushed and was scared, hoping that she didn’t read my mind !! And now its been happening with this friend of mine. Its like as if people are reading my mind. Does my battle of thoughts become so visible on my face that it is easy for people to read my expressions?
Whatever be the case, it feels nice that a few people around you know you well enough to be able to gauge your next move. They know it before you say anything that you have something on your mind, something that you need to talk about.
Should I feel blessed or crib about it? Cos I seem to be doing both. Don’t know which one outweighs the other. Sometimes I feel good that I don’t need to look for oh-so-perfect words to convey what I think or feel. Or when I am curbing my thoughts down, I am encouraged to come out with it. And sometimes I just want to hide for its not something I want to say or tell…at least not at that time.
So I guess, its got its own pros and cons… just need to decide whether its more a blessing or not.